the blog i've linked at the bottom of my page is ust meant to be read. if you ever have doubt, this lady puts things into perspective. i just put drew down and came to the computer to check my blog. one of my favorite things is to just browse through other blogs to see if there's anything interesting....i have sat here in the dark for the last hour reading her blog with tears streaming down my face. it's hard to read but worth it at the same time because you can see what a strong, courageous and faithful person truly looks like.